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I'm back I guess. [27 Sep 2006|08:30am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Cattle Decap- Success is... ] Hey everyone.. I haven't updated or been on livejournal in like 8 months. I don't even know if half of you still even use your journals,but if you do and are reading this, here are some things that have happened in good ole' mitch's life recently. I have a baby now. A beautiful daughter named Kaylin Michelle, and yes, she is better than you. Actually yea thats about it lol. Later guys. (6) comment

[11 Dec 2005|06:55am] [ music | FMF- Chemical burn ] well it seems as though I am coming up on about three years of LJ and it seems stupid to me now. i dont really talk to anyone, i dont care what their journals say, i dont comment, no one reads my journal, and no one cares about mine either...so... ...its been fun LJ, and I hope you keep up the drama...thats the only thing your good for... for those who actually kept up reading my journal over the years to this point, kudos, because i dont see why...i update about fucking cake and dumb shit...so in closing... i hope you brought your.......fuck. (2) comment

bee ba ba boom bee ba ba boom [25 Sep 2005|07:50pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | julie dammit minus the god ] So whats up kids, Im on web tv right now...tell me that isnt hardcore....hahah yes it is i know... im watching myself type on a freaking tv...yea babae yea I LOVE U KATIE So yea cattle decapitation rox real bad...haha yea. um....nothing much is really going on other tahn im extremely happy and katie is flippin awesome............. people are watching me.... adrienne is cool i guess later kids.. flkdlkdflkjdflkja sorry, shane just t bagged the keyboard slfjadjflajdflaja there he went again hfdsa stop dude, cuz it would be more like this: h cuz your nuts are small lol later comment

[24 Sep 2005|07:23pm] [ music | katie's wonderful voice ] I love Katie Sauers SO FUCKING MUCH>>>>>EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW DAMMIT MINUS THE GOD>>>>>> aAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH its so intense...lol later kids. comment

[04 Sep 2005|08:58pm] Say so long... and dont forget to write... comment

NEW fmf Pictures [17 Aug 2005|11:25pm] NEW FMF BAND SHOT (6) comment

[12 Aug 2005|02:31am] So Jeremy is the best hair cut pro in the world...woot.he gave me a gnarly ass mohawk.. oh yea so all you girls can just go ahead and line up if you know what i mean... in other news i havent really done much of anything lately but hang out with good friends and some good drugs..playing music as usual... go to www.myspace.com/fourminutestofairlawn and check out the new pics/ new music... yea so holler at me and stay oriental later kids (3) comment

[31 Jul 2005|02:28pm] Well folks... I think it's about time that I retire this journal for good and just move on away from live journal in general. Live journal is getting dead and so is my journal, I rarely update and rarely recieve replies, nor do I rarely even care to read anyone elses journal... so I think I might just delete it. (3) comment

[16 Jul 2005|09:32pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | Gavin Degraw- I dont wanna be ] ...So your heart skips a beat...and your lips feel as if they are going a tad numb...and your stomach feels twisted up in knots like it did when you were four,playing hide and seek,while you're in the closet and someone walks by.... So you feel as if every four weeks or so you reach an epitaphical point in which you understand where you've been and where you're going...and every time you feel this, it's still in decline. So you feel as if every time you lend out trust, it gets lent back...only to be smashed apart and torn away from your mind as if it was a bad childhood trauma that you can't remember, but it still fondles your sanity to this day between "I'm ok" to "I'm not ok"... So you've found yourself doing things that you never thought you would, scratch that, KNEW you never would...yet you find yourself doing it. And being repremanded for it. I've got another confession to make... I'm no fool I'm sick and tired of starting again... somewhere new Where you born to resist? Or be abused... Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you..? comment

[10 Jul 2005|01:50am] i fucking hate life and i want to die...this shit is useless later (3) comment

[18 Jun 2005|12:58am] i got a new music myspace. go to www.myspace.com/mcintoshacoustica and add it...its cool i guess (3) comment

[17 Jun 2005|08:41pm] [ music | nas- one mic ] "Imperioius, choleric, irascible, extreme in everything, with a dissolute imagination the like of which has never been seen, atheistic to the point of fanaticism, there you have me in a nutshell, and kill me again or take me as I am, for I SHALL NOT CHANGE" - Marquis De Sade Bravo, well put. Couldn't have said it better myself. comment

[06 Jun 2005|10:50pm] Well, I just joined Four Minutes To Fairlawn. I am officially their new singer. Fun Fun. I jammed with them today and I didn't have lyrics, but I just kinda winged it and sang about dry wall...lol, it was sweet. So I'm super excited about that. Ya, so I guess that is all that is new. (2) comment

[05 Jun 2005|10:16pm] going to jimmy's...true true true yea later (2) comment

[04 Jun 2005|12:39am] yea so i just got back from the cellar...it was an alright show, cept we played without a god damned p.a. what kinda shit is that. ha. im trying to quit smoking, so if you see me out and about, encourage me. (2) comment

[01 Jun 2005|10:37pm] ( show pics my son ) comment

[01 Jun 2005|01:56am] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | 40 below summer- rain ] Man, it's been so long since my mind has been this clouded. I am back where I was in like seventh grade. That is a scary thought... I think that the fact I am this head over heels for this girl directly reflects the fact that I have been held back from so much the last 2-3 years. God, I missed out on alot. I missed out on things that my fellow friends (continuing to be unnamed) are still missing out on. Man, the fact that I was with Jamie for so long blinded me from the experiences I should have gone through already. She showed me so much but she held me back from alot too. I forgot what it was like to just like a girl. To not be able to sleep because I am wondering if they like me. HAHA. So seventh grade, like I said. It's amazing how fast things go by. When you hear lines like that, you dont believe them and it doesnt feel like it. But looking back, time goes so fuckin' fast. And no, I don't regret the drugs I've done and the stupid things I have done. Those 2 years in mayfield were two of the greatest years I've had. But sitting in this room that I haven't lived in for like 3 years scares me. Its like going back in time....going back in time way too far. Now I'm 16 and that last time I checked, I was fourteen. Man, I need a job. LOL. God nostalgia hits you in the face like a ton of bricks. It for real does. So I guess it will just be two more years of confusion...provided the band takes me out of here... I really hope we go big, I think we can... Butch is proud of us. That means alot to me. To hear that one of the people I've looked up to since I met them all those years ago in Music Central, the person that I still look up to now, thinks my band is rad. That is trippy as fuck. I used to look at Subversion and go "man I want that so bad". Now I'm playing shows with him and he is considering me a FELLOW musician and a friend other than some kid that sits in a music store wondering how the fuck he got his ears like that...haha. man im fuckin queer. But for real tho, butch, if youre reading this, thanx for the support... you are a kick ass friend and a pretty creepy guy. lol. To everyone else, I guess I just wanted to take this oppurtunity to say thanx for bein there for me thru the years and im sorry for those ive wronged.. and I know the list is probbly bigger than I think... I used to make evaluations like this more often, perhaps I should do this more... (8) comment

[22 May 2005|08:38pm] I adopted a cute lil' pirate fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! (1) comment

[18 May 2005|01:18am] [ music | o g epidemic- bad guy ] new shirt design brady kicks ass (1) comment

[17 May 2005|12:11am] [ music | martyr ad ] Do you know the feeling you get when it just feels like every day youre on the verge of bawling and on the verge of just bursting into tears? Like everyday you just wish that you were someone else, in some other town, with some other stupid life to carry, and some other way to be another person that doesnt matter. Do you know the feeling when everything you ever dreamed you could accomplish and everything you KNOW you can and you know you have the capabilty to do, just turns out to be miserable failure after miserable failure. And how NOTHING EQUALS UP??? And every six months, your life changes and everything becomes different, and nothing means the same anymore, and everything isnt the same.....and the most solid things you have ever come to know crumbles in front of you and no one is left but you to stand and look at the rubble. And how day after day you find something else to put your fucking faith into, and another reason to continue on, hoping the days will get better, and all anything ever does is get worse?? And how your life isnt in your own control anymore and nothign turns out like you want it to, and nothing ever turns out fairly, and how all you can do about it is bitch.... AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE, THE ONES YOU PUT ALL YOUR EFFORT AND PASSION INTO, FAIL MISERABLEY JUST TO FADE AWAY IN TIME FOR THE NEXT ONE TO FAIL. I quit music...I quit writing...I quit caring...I quit everything I love..........I quit this. Sorry guys...didnt want to bore you like that... (6) comment

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